Nisyonos beyond
comprehension—the
Akeidah
Chazal tell us that before Akeidas
Yitzchak, Hashem told Avraham Avinu, “I have tested
you on numerous occasions and you have successfully passed
them all. Now be strong
for My sake in this test as well, so that it should not be
said, ‘There was no reality in the earlier tests’.” (Sanhedrin
89b)
Hashem pleaded with Avraham Avinu
to pass this most difficult test, the test of sacrificing
Yitzchak, “so that it
should not be said there was no reality in the earlier tests.” The
Penini HaGeulah asks: “Would failure in this test nullify
nine past successes? Wasn’t this nisayon the most difficult?”
The answer is that the other nisyonos
were understandable. It appeared to the world that Avraham
was doing what he
understood to be correct. While everyone agreed that
it was noble of
Avraham to allow himself to be thrown into the fiery furnace,
it made sense, as did all of the other tests.
But the Akeidah went beyond human
comprehension. It challenged Avraham Avinu’s very being.
It threatened to uproot his lifetime of chesed, and the anti-human-sacrifice
morals
he taught to the world. Passing this test would require unprecedented
mesiras nefesh—a new level of self-sacrifice. Moreover,
this test would prove that all of the other tests were done
not on the basis of intellectual comprehension, but strictly
because Avraham Avinu wished to do Hashem’s will. This
test proved the validity of all the others.
When a Jew passes a test that
goes beyond human comprehension, it proves his greatness
in all of the challenges he has
overcome. Our emunah shleimah propels us to go against
our nature and
meet the toughest nisyonos. And we are equipped for the battle.
A people equipped for the challenge
Klal Yisrael is called an am
k’shei
oref (Shemos 34:9). The tzaddik Rebbe Arye Levine asks: How
could Moshe Rabbeinu,
who defended the Jewish people through so many trials, call
Bnei Yisroel a stiff-necked people? How can he refer to Klal
Yisrael in such a derogatory manner?
R’ Levine answers that the
name is not derogatory. Rather, Moshe Rabbeinu meant to say
that we are stiff-necked
in our avodas Hashem. We are stubborn, but we direct our
stubbornness to the fight for spirituality. We are fiercely
determined to win Hashem’s battles, whether or not
we understand them. We are an am k’shei oref—a
stiff-necked people. That is one of the secrets of our success.
Emunah and nisyonos
There are times when the challenges
we face are clear as day. During those times, we can comprehend
our challenges,
and confidently overcome them, guided by our steadfast faith.
Those are the times during the day. Those are the times we
refer to in the kriyas shema of shacharis, the morning prayer,
when, after declaring our faith we say emes v’yatziv—“true
and firm.” We can positively confirm that what we have
said is true, for we have seen it.